Weird afternoon..It's not that hot after a while..the rains seemed to end after all.And I'm sick.Probably a little fever; was lying in the bed for a while..feels so surreal.Haven't even thought of resting around 3 pm since freshman year. It has been five years since then. Classes/friends/Work kept me busy till late at night. And especially on a bright day-staying at home seemed like an old woman's pathetic fate..But today is different. My life seems to be changing soon. Very soon.In less than a fortnight!It's scary but exciting.I'm nervous but optimistic. After all, I'm not paying attention to those countless people and whatever they said and believed and preconceived about me and my shaky future and my wild goose chase. Finally could put the thought behind my head that once the family thought and worried too much about the 'weakest child'. God!I'm so thankful to whoever forced those thoughts to evaporate.
The phone rang!Some women are constantly bugging me to join the Church of Mother God since the day I met Mari in Bryant Park. Why does Bryant park have to prove itself to be the most eventful place every time? Tactically had to cut it short and notify my phone company to block the caller. Dear God!please forgive my ignorance and hope you know that honestly there's no disrespect in trying to avoid these societies. But I hope you are happy about my such decisions!I'd rather try to find you through every of my ridiculous ventures.
Someone is whistling '500 miles' in the other room.This song has such a folk tune that it makes us feel nostalgic. Or should I say makes ME feel nostalgic. It makes me remember things like mom's tensed hands in the airport,dad's internal fears hidden under an always positive attitude, best hugs and fights with brother, Muni's obvious despotism(which by the way is the best entertainment in the world)and my very few encounters with those special people who's memories still makes me smile. I started feeling a little down.Got up and turned on the speakers high. Sweet Disposition' on the radio. Perfect song at the perfect time. It shook me off my inner struggles and helped me pull myself together, get up from the bed, get moving and fix all the junk in the room that apparently makes my beautiful look too shabby. Love the song!Gives me such a sense of positivity..I almost feel like I have the capability of flying a plane and landing in a distant island.Lol!That's hilarious! I only wish!But for now, San Francisco should be the island. and the bike can try to act as the jet.I've given it enough training. Sometimes it does fly. Heard its cold in SF!In the summer!!Another thing adds to the list of why I don't want to leave New York! Let me get back to pulling the cardigans out of the closet and start packing.Holler me for making the afternoon so productive. But after all the afternoon daydream was worth it!:)
